My Feelings Are Authentic (color options)

Miranda Hernandez

I’ve been running into a trend recently when I talk about Adrian’s death. I think there is a misconception that because I talk about how his death could have been prevented, that I must feel guilty about it. I don’t. But even if I did–my feelings are authentic. I will not hide how I feel just because it makes someone else uncomfortable. Feelings are always valid.

Feelings are ALWAYS valid.

My feelings are authentic and I own them completely.

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