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I think a lot about how different our lives would be. Should be. Without you, I live in a world of unwanted freedom. . I live in a world where I can pack up and head to Tahoe on a random weekend, but none of this is enough. So much of this feels empty. . I see kids flying by me, full speed, no fear. This is what I planned for you. You were supposed to have these opportunities. . I will always wish things had happened differently. I will always wish you were physically with me. . I miss you with every part of my world.