055 – Fri, Nov 10, 2017, 6:48 PM

Miranda and Adrian's Elephant on the California coast (photo used with permission)
Miranda and Adrian’s Elephant on the California coast (photo used with permission)

I remember the day I found out you were real. The breathless wait, that faint second line, the way my heart jumped into my throat and I gave a little scream. I was scared to believe you were true.

There were so many moments after that, when I ran my hand over my belly and felt that rush all over again. You always felt like a beautiful dream.

I miss you more than usual today.

I love you.

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