I think something that’s hard for me personally is that now that I’m pregnant for the second time, I don’t know how to also hold onto that feeling of wanting to rewrite the past. I don’t know if I would have had a second child if my son had lived. I don’t know how I feel about the fact that having one of them means I can’t also have the other. I love them both so fiercely and deeply, and they will always be separated by this fork in time.
The Fork in the Road
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