mementos & memorabilia of my child Archives

The first blanket and baby toy Miranda purchased for Peanut (Miranda Hernandez)

29 Oct 2018 – Baby Things

October 29, 2018

When my son was stillborn at 41 weeks, I came home to a complete nursery. All of his clothes were washed and sorted, his diapers laid out next to wipes and creams. And maybe it sounds counterintuitive, but I was thankful.

Close up of yellow rose in full bloom on a sunny day in California (Miranda Hernandez)

021 – Thu, Jul 20, 2017 at 6:24 AM

July 1, 2018

I was afraid to kiss you, when they first brought you to me. I was afraid they would think I was strange.

Birds on the Pacific Coast in California - Feature

22 Feb 2018 – Fuck

February 22, 2018

I wrote a letter to Target a while back. I still find myself walking through the baby aisles, thinking about things I would be buying. Should be buying. I should have a living son.

Miranda with Adrian's name sign from Landon's Legacy Retreat, Whiteshell Provincial Park, Manitoba

30 September 2017

September 30, 2017

I will forever love the sound of your name. #adrianjameshernandez

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