![Adrian's necklace on bluebonnets, California coast (Miranda Hernandez)](https://adrianselephantpanda2.s3.amazonaws.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/05/01123045/LTA-138-20200206-F-300x300.jpg)
138 – Thu, Feb 6, 2020, 11:39 AM
Most days I feel “fine.” I live life and I care for your sister, and when the subject comes up, I talk about you. I love talking about you. And sometimes I feel bad, even though I know better, that I hardly cry anymore.