073 – Sun, Dec 31, 2017, 5:10 PM
December 1, 2018
These tools were available to me and I chose not to use them. I didn’t choose for you to die, but my choices did not save you. I wish that I had saved you.
I wish I had saved you
- I didn’t know my child was slowly dying inside of me. I had no idea, and my doctors weren’t paying enough attention. I still wish I had saved him. He deserved to live.
070 – Sat, Dec 23, 2017, 9:12 PM
December 1, 2018
I think of all the signs the providers brushed off. I think of the other signs I just didn’t see. My heart hurts. I wish I could go back in time. I wish I had saved you.
031 – Fri, Sep 8, 2017 at 12:16 AM
September 1, 2018
I don’t know how long you were struggling. I felt your movements, I thought you were excited. I thought you were getting ready to come. I wish I had known. I wish I had saved you.
