084 – Thu, Feb 1, 2018, 8:44 PM
February 1, 2019
I think a lot about the day you were due. I think about how different our lives would be.
Adrian’s due date
079 – Wed, Jan 17, 2018, 4:24 PM
January 1, 2019
I remember that last visit to the midwife. You were 39 weeks and 6 days. I sat on the table, holding my enormous belly, and I told her I was ready, that everything was ready for you to come, but I was content to wait.
014 – Thu, Jun 29, 2017 at 6:53 PM
June 1, 2018
I don’t understand it, little one. I don’t understand how you could be here, and then not. I don’t understand how you’re still in my belly, but you’re already gone. I don’t understand how the world makes sense anymore. I never got to hold you, and I miss you so much. My heart is broken.
012 – 39w6d(2) – So close!
June 1, 2018
I had my 40 week appointment (a day early) this morning. The midwife said you are doing well, and should be ready to join us any day now. I’m ready whenever you are.
