Images Leave a Comment / Miranda's Blog 2020, Parenting After Loss, Reflection / By Miranda Hernandez / March 30, 2020 September 21, 2020 View this post on Instagram I was driving home from running an errand today, and I had this unexpected vision of an almost 3-year-old little boy. He was wearing blue jeans and a polo shirt. He had dirty blonde hair. I see him wearing a stylish plaid hat, tilted at an angle, just so. He’s holding hands with his little sister. I haven’t been sad lately, or even very anxious. And this is weird to me. I’m used to being sad. And then visions like this come out of nowhere, and I think–this is what my life should be. “Stuck” in a house with two tiny children. Pulling my hair out and trying to work. But also just happy. This is what I wanted. And now it’s what I’m missing. Life is quite strange. A post shared by Miranda | Still Mom Blogger (@adrianselephant) on Mar 30, 2020 at 5:42pm PDT 💙🐘💙 Miranda’s Blog contains my thoughts on stillbirth, child loss, mental health after loss, pregnancy & parenting after loss, and thoughts on grief positivity & grief support. 💙🐘💙 View the Miranda’s Blog homepage here. | 📬 Subscribe to Updates 📬 FacebookTweetPinPrintEmail