Sunrise over the Pacific Ocean 2
Sunrise over the Pacific Ocean (Miranda Hernandez)

I started pumping today. It was hard to start, but I was able to fill half of a small container this evening. I always planned to donate my extra milk, I guess this is just happening a little sooner now.

I watched your tiny mouth for so long in the hospital. I can almost picture you suckling at my breast. This was supposed to be for you. Everything was supposed to be for you.

I miss you so much.